Friday, February 01, 2008

Clinton vs. Obama

John Judis of TNR captures the dichotomy faced by Democratic voters in their choice this year:

Many of my friends and colleagues are firmly committed to either Hillary Rodham Clinton or Barack Obama, but I am among those Democrats who shift their allegiance from week to week, and sometimes from day to day, and will probably finally decide who to vote for when I enter the polling booth in Maryland on Feb. 12. And the debates don't help me decide. They exacerbate my indecision, because they invariably highlight the complementary strengths and weaknesses of the two candidates.

Clinton is substantive; a policy wonk who knows what she is talking about even when she is hedging her position. Healthcare certainly, but her discussion of immigration or foreign policy also seems to respect the complexities of the issues. Yet Clinton seems incapable of articulating broader political themes--saying in a novel and interesting way what is wrong with the country and what needs to be done about it. She is running on experience, which is to say on her own past, and on a promise to use that experience to solve problems. That tells voters something about herself, but nothing about how she sees the country or them. The two prior Democratic presidential candidates, Al Gore and John Kerry, had a similar problem.

Obama is the epitome of a thematic politician. He is very much a Democratic version of Ronald Reagan. He captures the essence of his own appeal--and his own biography--in his promise to unite a hitherto divided America and world. But his discussion of policy is perfunctory and plagued with inconsistency. That was evident during this debate. As my colleague Jon Cohn has explained, you can't really have a well-functioning universal healthcare system--or a social security system--without everyone participating. But Obama keeps saying that he doesn't want to "force" people to buy insurance.

Obama spoke seemingly eloquently of America as a nation of immigrants. He said it was "scapegoating" to blame immigrants--and presumably he meant illegal immigrants--for taking inner city jobs, but later in the debate, he justified giving undocumented workers a path to citizenship "because if we don't, they will continue to undermine U.S. wages." Well, if they undermine U.S. wages, they do so by replacing native workers who were getting higher wages. And it's not clear why providing a path to citizenship would eliminate the downward pressure on wages. It didn't seem like he had thought it through--and perhaps like Reagan and unlike Clinton he is not that interested in the details.

Clinton was clearly not at her best in trying to justify her vote for the Bush administration's resolution on war with Iraq. But I have never found Obama's promise to bring the world together through diplomacy very compelling. He thinks setting a specific date for withdrawal will "prompt the Shia, the Sunni, and the Kurds to actually come together and negotiate." Maybe, but I have my doubts. I am not sure Clinton knows what to do either, but when she refuses to be pinned down on a date for withdrawal, I hear someone who appreciates the difficulty of what she would inherit if she becomes president in January 2009. I worry about Clinton's political ability to get the country behind what she wants to do; but I worry that Obama wouldn't know what to do. And the last debate didn't ease these concerns.

While I will be happy to vote for either of them next November, I guess because I am so pessimistic about the country’s current condition I come down slightly on the side of detailed problem solving (Hillary), not the vision thing.

Thursday, January 31, 2008

Volcker-Obama

Personally, I think this big. Or maybe more accurately, could be big. Paul Volcker has a tremendous amount of economic credibility; something he earned while destroying inflation and rescuing the US economy in the early 80's. Volcker is no market/economic push-over like our current Fed Chairman and he has not endorsed anyone before.

I think that if Obama plays this right, he can appeal even more to fiscally minded R's and I's and increase his margins in primary states where people can still change their registration between now and primary day. Volcker, more than anyone, can recognize a crappy, inflationary/stagflationary US economy (basically we're ephed...and yesterday's further cut made us more ephed) and he believes Obama is most qualified and has the right policies/beliefs to help combat our bleak outlook. This may not sway rank-and-file, labor D voters, but it should help continue to bring new voters to the polls to vote for Obama that would otherwise stay home or vote in a different primary.

That is, if Obama plays this right.

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Morning Commute: Lost

I have to say I'm pretty giddy with excitement over tonight's season four premiere of "Lost."  Its been a really long time since last season's jaw dropping season finale and I've been anxious to see, not only what happens to the characters but also, how the narrative/storytelling style changes. Once the announcement came out that they had a set end date, I knew it was in good hands.

I tried to make the grummings catch up on the show by watching the season 3 DVDs with me. I had already made her watch season 2, much to her dissatisfaction. I promised that season 3 was much better, particularly after episode 6. Needless to say, she did not agree and she quit after 10 episodes. With no other new TV on (save a few episodes of House) and an empty DVR, it did serve as pretty good hangover entertainment.

That's the strength of TV shows on DVD. They are 22/42 minutes of candy. You can watch an entire disc of Seinfeld in the time it would take to watch one Paul Thomas Anderson movie.

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Wednesday, January 30, 2008

Bar Trivia

Victorious.  One hiccup, who would have thought Dan Quayle ran for President after four disasterous years as veep and 3 years out of office. Nelson Rockefeller, I hardly knew ya.

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Morning Commute: Florida

I don't even want to talk about HRC, the DNC delegate controversy and potential lawsuits. The whole thing has been handled pretty miserably and, unless there is a brokered convention, those delegates are going to be seated anyway.

No, I'm interested in the R results and what the media coverage will look like going forward. First, let me say THANK GOD that Giuliani got smoked and is withdrawing from the race. There was no one more fundamentally ill-prepared for the Presidency and no one who would put the country at greater risk in the race. Second, I'm extremely interested to see how the media handles this McCain victory. When I went to sleep, he had a four point edge over Romney, with Giuliani and Huckabee both capturing mid-teens percentages. As I shut off the TV, talking heads were saying this was a big win for McCain, which no doubt it was.

But because the press loves McCain, I have to be careful with my words. McCain needed to win FL to keep the race going. He is nearly out of cash. A Giuliani was bound to exit and a Romney win might have been enough to put Huckabee on the ropes. McCain has not gotten a majority of "conservative" or "Republican" voters in any contest to this point. Had it turned into a two-way race between him and Romney, this trend would be unlikely to change, with Romney serving as the establishment candidate and without lower tier candidates syphoning votes.

But with the win in FL, McCain is hardly unstoppable. He still needs to raise money, fast. With Romney still in it, are establishment conservatives like to shift money from him to McCain (who they traditionally hate)? Seems unlikely. Romney was running second or first in most of the Super Tuesday primaries before FL, with Giuliani sucking up a lot of votes in places like NY and CA. Will McCain win all of these votes? No. A majority? Maybe. Either way, with 6 days to go, this R race is hardly over. I'm curious to see how the press covers it for the next week.

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Tuesday, January 29, 2008

"Strikeout Machine"

News has been coming across the wire all afternoon stating that the Mets have agreed with the Twins on a trade to acquire Johan Santana. The Mets will part with four prospects, including Carlos Gomez and Phil Humber. They now have 48 hours to negotiate a deal. I can hear all of my Yankee and Red Sox fan friends saying in unison, "That's it!?  That's all it took!?"

I say give hime 7yrs, $150mm if he wants it. The Mets called the Twins bluff going back to the Winter Meetings when everyone around baseball said they didn't have the talent to get the deal done. Not with the Sox and Yankees bidding their most prized assets. But oh, the Twins got a little greedy and since that time, Lester, Ellsbury, Buchholz, Kennedy, Hughes came off the table. And who was waiting to swoop in with some top tier-ish talent and a Citigroup funded checkbook?  The Mets baby.

Let's hope Pedro stays healthy.

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Don't Be Fooled

From The Plank:

Who Would McCain Appoint to the Court?

Apologies if you've seen this already, but John McCain's recent comments on Supreme Court appointments seemed worth a blockquote:

McCain mentioned that Sam Brownback would play an advisory role in helping decide who he should nominate for the Supreme Court. As models of who he would select, John McCain pointed to Justices Samuel Alito and Antonin Scalia.

The idea that McCain would let Sam Brownback do the honors of picking John Paul Stevens's replacement is unnerving, but hardly unexpected. People like Jacob Weisberg have occasionally suggested that, despite McCain's zero rating from NARAL and his vote to confirm Robert Bork in 1987, the man really has moderate views on, say, abortion and gay rights and wouldn't actually elevate Janice Rogers Brown to the Supreme Court. But, no. Even if McCain is a social moderate deep down inside (and I doubt it), the chances that he'll buck Brownback and friends on judicial nominees have always been unlikely.

Update: To keep this thread going, here's what John Fund reported earlier today:

More recently, Mr. McCain has told conservatives he would be happy to appoint the likes of Chief Justice John Roberts to the Supreme Court. But he indicated he might draw the line on a Samuel Alito, because "he wore his conservatism on his sleeve."

Now, the daylight between Roberts and Alito looks pretty paltry to me (and anyway, McCain was downright gushing when Alito was first nominated), but the National Review folks didn't like where this was heading, so McCain's spokesman initially had to deny that any such blasphemy was ever uttered, and then McCain had to cobble together a conference call where he solemnly swore to appoint Alito-like judges. As a bonus, McCain then assured conservatives that he'd be just fine with nominating a justice who would strike down McCain-Feingold...

--Bradford Plumer

Morning Commute: Straight Talk

John McCain gave a very strange interview to Anderson Cooper post SOTU last night. Now, I'm a Democratic partisan, but to me it illustrated exactly what would make John McCain the most dangerous president (now that Giuliani is on his way out).

First, McCain clearly knows little to nothing about the economuy. Now, I'm the first to say that I think very few presidential candidates (or members of the house and senate) really know much about how our economy functions. But this is why they constantly yalk to economists and learn as much as possible. McCain doesn't seemed to have learned much in the last 20+ years, a fact he used to own up to. When Cooper mentioned this last night, McCain went on about the support of Reagan-era senators Jack Kemp and Phil Gramm as if this was enough to verify his credentials. Then he cited support from "leading economists.". First, he cited the support of Marty Feldstein, a supply sider's supply sider (who buy the way has said that Bush's stimulus plan will provide little stimulus). His next beacon of economic support was Carly Fiorina. Yes, the semi-disgraced former head of HP who brokered the ill conceived merger with Compaq and nearly ran one of the largest computer/printer makers in the world aground. She's one hell of an economist.

McCain also went on about how he is the best experienced to handle the "greatest threat of the 21st century: radical Islamic extremism." How a war-mongering, white man from Arizona who has been the biggest supporter of the Iraq war, the surge, thinks will be in Iraq for "hundreds or thousands" of years and wants to "bomb, bomb, bomb...bomb, bomb Iran" is going to be the best equipped to handle the complex adversaries of the US in the Middle East is beyond me. His thinking on the subject strikes me as as incredibly simple-minded. These guys spit out the names of different Islamic groups (Islamic Jihad, Hezbullah, Hamas, Muslim Brotherhood, Al Qaeda, etc.) as if they are all one big mish-mash of people with the singular interest of destroying the US. No consideration that they have disparate interests and might, gasp, hate each other more than they hate us. But no worries, we will "stay on offense against the Islamic extremists' war against us" (oh wait, that's Rudy). For someone who has been in the Senate so long, John McCain doesn't really seem too knowledgeable of these differences. Or worse, he doesn't care.

But while this stuff concerned me, it was one exchange over Romney's opinions on Iraq that disturbed me the most. John McCain is loved by the press. When he says, "Let me tell it to you straight," they get their stenographic pens ready, swoon and take down his every word (typically). "Straight Talk" has become code for "let Poppa McCain tell you the truth." So last night when McCain incorrectly claimed that Romney had supported timetables for withdrawl from Iraq (a position supported by over 60% of Americans), Cooper tried to correct him, including by putting the entire quote up on the screen. Here is the exchange:

COOPER: You said that he wanted to set a timetable. You know, there are a lot of folks who, even though they support you, say that's not the straight talk that they're used to. I know you're referring to, I guess a quote...

MCCAIN: It's absolutely straight talk.

COOPER: A quote that he gave.

MCCAIN: It's absolutely straight talk. It is. It is...

COOPER: He gave a quote in April that he said...

MCCAIN: It's absolutely straight talk. Yes. It's absolutely straight talk.

COOPER: I just want to read the...

MCCAIN: And he said he wanted to set a timetable. And I've read it many times. I'd be glad to read it again.

COOPER: Well, he said, there's no -- well, right here, it says, "well, there's no question that the president and Prime Minister Al Maliki have to have a series of timetables and milestones that they speak about, but those shouldn't be for public pronouncements."

It's not -- I mean, he's not saying...

MCCAIN: Now, you have to read the rest of the quote.

COOPER: ... timetable for withdrawal.

MCCAIN: No, you have to read the rest of the quote, where he says we're not going to tell the enemy when we are going to be gone. And that's an important part of that quote. And if you'd read it. And it's obvious that he was ready for the timetables.

And that was the toughest time. That's when the Democrats essentially declared the war lost. That was -- that was when timetables were the buzzwords. And -- if you read the entire quote there's very little doubt as to what his intention was. And that's just a product of his inexperience and his lack of judgment.
McCain's "it's absolutely straight talk" in the face of the actual quote which showed he was distorting Romney's words was extremely uncomfortable. It was clear that he was either uninformed, lying or didn't care about the truth. He gritted his teeth and insisted he was correct. When Cooper tried to correct him (in a very non-Russert kind of way), McCain continually interrupted him insisting that if he put up the full quote he would see that McCain was right. In fact, the quote was up on the screen and it made it clear that Romney supported benchmarks that were negotiated privately between the US and Iraqi government to track progress. Not some public timetable for withdrawal. Here is the full quote.

My point is simply this: eight years is more than enough of a president with a temper and contempt for the truth. I understand that stretching your opponent's positions is part of campaigning, but when someone catches you in it, it's time to back up. When Romney has been caught, he has backed away from statements (when they showed his "amnesty" ad during one of the debates, he didn't claim that it wasn't his or that you have to watch the full ad). Instead, McCain just kept going, using the cover of "straight talk" that the press has awarded him. Cooper called him on it last night, but I'm not sure how many members of the press have done it or will do it in the future. And no matter who the next president is, we need someone that will answer questions truthfully, not "straight."

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Monday, January 28, 2008

Thick Skin

Man, what happened to me?  I spent four years wandering around Cambridge and rowing on the Charles, all the time freezing my ass off, solely in hopes of developing a thick skin for the cold. I used to go out on the river in little more than a short sleeve CoolMax and an extra pair of socks. When I first moved to LA, I used to run around in shorts and a t-shirt in the 45 degree winter weather, proclaiming how wonderfully warm it was outside (to the strange looks of those bundled up like they were in the Arctic).

Now, I'm not sure what happened but, I'm walking around with a fleece vest (yes, I'm an ephing nerd), a scarf and a long winter coat. Even when the wind isn't blowing, 40 degrees feels miserable to me. At night, when I return from work, my apartment feels tortuously cold...at 59 degrees. I don't know when or how this happened. Its not like I just moved to Boston from LA. I had two years of freezing UWS NYC winters to break me back into Nor'easter conditions. But with the brief exception of some very drafty windows in December '06, it never bothered me.

I'm not really sure how to fix this, short of getting back on the river regularly (5:30am wake-up...not gonna happen). I've already resorted to the vest, but in reality, I'd like to reverse the trend. Any suggestions?  I can only eat soup so many nights of the week.

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Saturday, January 26, 2008

Harvard

Now almost 6 years removed from college, I have yet to give any money
directly to the University. I have given to a couple of school related
organizations and I gave in support of my fifth reunion, but have been
extremely unhappy with Harvard's financial aid system. The system has
saddled lower and middle income students with large loans while ever
growing its endowment (through both investment returns and donations)
to help fund University operations and research. While I was fortunate
enough to avoid these loans, many of my friends were not and were
forced to make difficult decisions about careers in education, public
service, etc. to be sure they could make loan payments.

That system, as of now, is gone. While reading last week's Economist,
I learned that Harvard has followed Princeton's lead and essentially
made school free for everyone except upper income and wealthy
families. Families who make $60k a year pay nothing. Families making
up to $200k a year pay an average of 10% of their income. This makes
me extremely happy and very open to giving back.

I guess my liberalism leads me to believe generally in progressive
payment schemes. While I hate paying taxes as much as anyone, I am
willing to recognize that the opportunities provided by being a US
citizen aren't and shouldn't be free. If you benefit greatly from the
system in place, its your patriotic duty to contribute to keep that
system going. Everyone has a different entry point into that system.

Not everyone is born into equal circumstances (or "wins the birth
lottery" to quote the Sage of Omaha...or Oracle of Omaha...Warren
Buffet). Education can really be the great equalizer and I honestly
believe there is no greater institution of learning than Harvard. And
the reason I use the lame term "institution of learning" is because
there is way more to Harvard than just the buildings and classes. The
greatest thing about my experience at Harvard was the people I
met...the students, the professors, the staff, administrators,
coaches, etc. I believe Harvard has one of the brightest, kindest,
sharpest, wittiest collection of people on the planet. People who
leave can and do go on to do many amazing things in the world.

Aside from banking and consulting, graduates go on to share knowledge,
humility, kindness, etc with people all over the country and the
world. To limit these opportunities to only those who couls afford the
price of education or to saddle lower income students with massive
debt, keeping them from exploring their own opportunities to give back
would be, and was, disappointing and a little bit shameful. This new
policy corrects some of that.

While I am disappointed that Harvard did not lead this shift
(Princeton made this change in 2001...Yale, ever full of followers,
followed Harvard's lead this year), I am extremely happy that it has
happened. Happy enough to start writing checks.

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Friday, January 25, 2008

Markets

I think we could be in for a massive market meltdown next week. Futures market are currently pricing in a 100 % probability of a Fed cut on Wednesday, which I don't believe is going to happen. The markets (except for yesterday) have been unable to sustain any rally. No one wants to step in and buy stocks while unsure of economic figures.

Microsoft (MSFT) blew out numbers and raised guidance saying they aren't really seeing the effect of a slowdown and the stock opened up 5% only to finish the day in the red.

To me, this signals total implosion. If the Fed doesn't cut rates, the markets won't be happy. If they cut rates again after the emergency cut only 8 days prior, it signals the economy must be really ephed. People need to get more bearish still, so I think we are going lower.

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Morning Commute: Weeknight Drinking

I think there is a very intuitive way to overcome going to work hungover when you want to go out for (many) drinks after work: don't go out for drinks after work. Its not so much how many drinks you have or how drunk you get, but more of a function of how late you will be out and how early you have to get up.

Last night we hit Parish Cafe, maybe my favorite spot in Boston. I got there at about 9:30 and had 6 beers over the course of 3 hours. Not a little, but not enough to get me drunk. We got home at about 1am. This means I didn't get to sleep until about 1:30am. My standard wake up time is 6:35 (to allow for the previously mentioned double snooze). That means about five hours of sleep.

As I've mentioned before, I barely function without eight sober hours of sleep, so there is no way I feel human after a few drinks and five hours. Even if I only had one drink last night, it still would have only been five hours of sleep. This zombie-like trance I'm stuck in is only avoidable with a reasonable bedtime, which is near impossible when mixed with post-work cocktails.

I'll just have to go back to taking the weeknights off and doubling my consumption on the weekends.

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Thursday, January 24, 2008

Routine

How come I can get into some routines and not others?  And how come I can't break the ones I want to the most?  I guess the second kind falls more into the "habit" category than the "routine" category, but really, what's the difference?

Why am I eating dinner from the same place nearly every night of the week?  Grummings would say its because one of the girls behind the counter is really cute and because I'm trying to figure out how to ask her to drinks without notifying everyone else there. That may be part of it. I mainly think its because its on my way home, cheap, tasty and a bakery. Sandwhiches, coffee and cookies...perfect for any meal.

What about in the morning with the snooze button?  Why do I snooze twice everyday?  Why not just set the alarm clock 18 minutes later?  Or, better yet, why not just get up on time?  I used to try to convince myself that each snooze woke me up a little bit more, so I would be more "awake" when I was finally awake, making me less grumpy. This is totally false. I'm grumpy no matter when I wake up (its genetic, sorry mgp) and snoozing only makes it worse. Plus, at one point, my snoozing only served to make HB very grumpy, as she didn't need to get up for another hour...forget about in another 9 minutes (or 7, I can't remember how long her snooze was).

And what about the whole email checking/page refreshing routine?  Or the checking of the same websites twice (ok, thrice) each day?  I have a theory on the biological reasons for this (which can be found in the chapter "Death of My Attention Span" in my unpublished book). I want to stop, really. But each morning, when I get to work, I check those sites and click refresh on my email.

Its not that I don't have willpower. I do. I've quit a lot of things. Its just that these things...they are so...routine.

Ugh, that was terrible. Really bad.

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Morning Commute: Sleep

I used to be one of those kids who could sleep for like four hours a night and still run around bursting with energy all day. And when I say kid, I don't mean five years old, I'm referring to my years as an (awkward) teenager. I would stay up until 1am or 2am (for no real reason) and then get up at 6:30am to get ready for school. As an aside, I can't believe high school started at 7:40am...how did I ever make it on time?

Somewhere along the way, though, I seemed to have trained myself to need 8 hours. I'm not exactly sure when it was. When I was in LA, I needed to be up early for each of my three jobs and I tended to go out during the week...late...a lot. Maybe its HB's fault. She used to go to bed early and sleep late, a dynamic I was sort of forced to follow by the dynamic of our relationship. Sleeping 8 hours a night does feel really nice. You just feel so fresh in the morning. I never used to require coffee to get me going in the morning, but now I'm a zombie without it (though I do love the coffee at Grass Roots).

I'm not sure if I can reverse this cycle/affect/disability, but I'd sure like to. I'm lucky to get 6 hours during the work week...and there's no Brass Monkey involved.

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Data Entry

It fries my brain and consumes massive quantities of time. But honestly, it's the best way to learn a lot of these numbers. It's not like I'm just dumping numbers into a sheet, I'm building a comp table/consensus model for about 150 different companies, so there is definitely some value being added...theoretically by me.

Tuesday, January 22, 2008

Heath Ledger

So it came across the wire a little bit ago that Heath Ledger was found dead in an apartment (its unclear at the moment whose apartment it was). He was apparently found naked and surrounded by pills, so the authorities aren't ruling out suicide. I'd read a few interviews with him lately in which he seemed less than thrilled with where he was in his life. I hate to think that his role as the Joker in the new Batman film might have served to only push him into a state of despair. I just feel so bad for him and his 2 year old daughter.

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Sunday, January 20, 2008

Superbowl

Its pretty insane that the 18-0 Patriots will play the winners of 10 straight road games Giants in the Superbowl. The Green Bay loss should ensure relatively even-handed officiating in what I assume will be the most watched Superbowl ever.

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Elisha

Have to say I'm pretty impressed with Eli Manning's 1st half performance. He's one Burress drop away from heading to the locker room with a lead.  Too bad his full name is Elisha.

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BlackBerry

I can be careless. Or as some like to tell me (and as I'll admit) I am an idiot. "The dumbest smart person I know" has been used as well. I usually don't argue with this moniker. In truth, my common sense died a quick death following the slow death of my attention span. Its a sad story, really.

Why do I bring this up?  Because like an idiot I lost my BlackBerry on Friday night. Really, it was stupid. I was in a cab, on my way to meet my brother-in-law at the best bar in NYC. I took out my BB (which also serves as my phone) to call him and let him know I was on my way. I looked up before dialing and realized I was close enough at that point that it wasn't worth calling. I then (I though) put BB back in my pocket. I got out of the cab, entered the best bar in NYC and went to say hello.

Almost immediately, I knew my phone was missing. Its weirs, but I think once you become addicted to the BlackBerry, it sort of becomes a piece of you. I ran outside to see if it was on the ground near where I exited the cab. No luck. I went inside and started calling it. At first, it rang a few times before going to voicemail. Soon, it began going straight to voicemail. Either it was out of a service area or the battery was dead or it had been turned off. I wasn't sure which.

Then I remembered the little ownership thing on it has this message, "If found, please call grill at xxx-xxx-xxxx (my work number)". So I check my work voicemail. Nothing. At this point, its late enough that I refocus on drinking and shuffleboard. There is nothing I can do the rest of the night...well, nothing I can do about my BlackBerry, plenty I can do otherwise.

The next morning, I try calling it again and then calling my work voicemail again; nothing. Now I have to resign myself to getting a new device. I check to make sure that there is nothing special I need do, related to the corporate account and head to the T-Mobile store.  My choices were simple: Curve or Pearl. I'm not even sure they make my clunky old 8700 any longer. Maybe I could have gotten a refurbished one, but what the hell. Since I long ago swore off "intelli-type," I went with the Curve. I think the guys at RIM are really sharp and they've done the best one can do with smart-typing software, but its just too annoying to deal with. Considering the full keyboard, the Curve isn't even really that much bigger than the Pearl anyway.

Now that I've been using this thing for 24 hours, I have to say that I really like it. I'm still not used to the little trackball in the middle (I think I'm still a fan of the side scroll wheel), but u think a number of other features stand out. The keyboard keys are smaller than the 8700, but are spaced and shaped in such a way that makes the typing easier. The screen is brighter and larger, allowing for more icons per row, which means less overall scrolling. They've separated the BlackBerry menu call up into a separate key, which took some getting used to, but I know that once I get used to it, it will be better. It has a microSD slot and a 2Mp camera, so I can take pictures whenever.

All in all, losing my BlackBerry was a pain, but at least the replacement product is good. At least, that's what I'll tell myself when the credit card bill arrives.

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Friday, January 18, 2008

Amtrak

I don't really have as big of a problem with Amtrak as some others. While its not as cheap as I'd like, the amenities between Boston and NYC are actually pretty good. I'm speaking specifically about the Acela Express, which is business and first class only between the two cities.

Firstly, unlike the regional, once outside of Boston, it makes few stops: Providence, New Haven, Stamford and NYC. This prevents delays which are typical of Amtrak. South Station is downtown near where I work and Penn Station is in the middle of Manhattan, eliminating 30 minutes of travel time to/from the airports. I simply walk into the train station 2 minutes before my train departs and board, eliminating the pesky and timely security checks at the airport. The train has plenty of space. The cabin isn't pressurized. I can use my electronics from the get-go (though I think they should add wi-fi at this point).  Really, all-in-all, its not that bad...its actually pretty good.

The biggest complaint I hear from friends is the price. "Why pay $100 for a train ticket, when I can pay $80 and fly there in 45 minutes?". Leaving aside the time added by security and travel to/from the airport, the cost argument just doesn't work. If you buy far enough in advance, the train ticket is always under $100. I bought my ticket yesterday and it was $107. If you buy a voucher pack of airline shuttle tickets, maybe it averages out to $80 per ticket, but this includes the cab ride to Logan (at least $15) and the cab from LaGuardia (I think it's about $25 plus tip). That puts the plane ticket at $120. If its a round trip, that's $80 of cab fares. The train is significantly cheaper.

I just don't get why people hate it so much. Must be a perception thing.

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Wednesday, January 16, 2008

Morning Commute: Romney or Uncommitted

Wow. Congratulations to Mitt Romney. Once again, the press got a little ahead of itself calling a candidate essentially done. Not nearly as egregious as the early NH Clinton obituaries, but they had surely written him off. I wonder when they will finally realize that VOTERS and not "journalists" decide the candidates.

Had I lived in Michigan, I'm not sure who I would have voted for. I still like HRC in general, but I think I've decided I am not going to vote for her. I just don't like her campaign's conduct since NH. You can say that surrogates aren't the candidate, but someone speaking at a campaign event or heading up a campaign division represents the type of people the candidate will bring into the White House. And I've said from the beginning, as much as I do like HRC, I hate the people she surrounds herself with (ex-WJC, of course).

That leaves uncommitted or vote in the Republican primary. Republicans chose to have an open primary, so its my choice to make. While I think that Romney is a huge db, I do think he's the least crazy of all the Republican candidates and probably the most malleable for a Democratic congress to push legislation passed. Grummings and I had this discussion last night and, while we agreed Huckabee is the most crazy, she said she'd rather have McCain.

To me, McCain is a terrible choice. First of all, despite all of the talk of his being a principled, straight-talker, the guy sold out everything he believed in 2004, aggressively campaigning for GWB. See here:and here:
Second of all, he's a right-wing, reactionary conservative on everything except immigration and torture...and even there he didn't pusdh against GWB's signing statement and has toughened his immigration stance in the primary. Thirdly, I think Tim Noah makes a good point about the "experience" issue. But the main reason I can't stand McCain is the press lovefest that would ensue if he wins the nomination. Its horrendous. They would fluff him all the way to the Presidency. I just couldn't take it.

So for me, it probably would have been Romney over uncommitted. While I'm perfectly ok with another President Clinton, I couldn't take a President (or even nominee) McCain.

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Monday, January 14, 2008

Morning Commute: Rain

Snow can be many things. Snow can be fun (to ski on or play in). Snow can be beautiful (if you see it on a mountainside). Snow can be tasty (snow cones...mmmmm, tasty). Snow can be wet (ok, snow is always wet). Snow can be annoying (like if you get stuck in traffic). But in Boston, snow is none of these things.

Here in Boston, snow can only be described as one thing: dirty and long-lasting. Ok, that's two things. In Boston, snow can only be described as two things. See Boston is extremely quick to respond to snow. They have the plows out on the road before it even starts. The problem is, there is zero drainage for the melted snow. The plows clear the roads by pushing the snow out into 6ft high piles of dirty snow that sits on the side of the road until it melts.

Now, if we got a flash snow in April, when its warm, that might be fine. But in November, its brutal. These piles of snow don't melt for months. Does the city come collect them? No. But what about when they finally do melt? That's when the flooding begins. Last time we had snow, in late November, it was followed quickly by rain. As a result, street puddles began forming. And these aren't the type of puddles little kids go stomping in. No, thanks to the amazing drainage on Boston city streets, these are they types of puddles that kids could drown in. My entire street had 3 inches of water on it...for two days! I can only imagine what it is going to look like this time.

If it warms up, maybe I should break out my denim colored bathing suit from Friday.

Friday, January 11, 2008

Electoral Compass

This was pretty fun. I remember something similar on ask.com back in 2000, which confirmed for me back then what I already knew (pre-Noble/Oscar winner Gore was my best choice). I guess the results here were a little surprising.

As I've said before, I'd be happy with pretty much any D in the White House (certainly among the two front runners, I am (and have been) neutral). But I didn't think it would skew like this:


If you click on the picture, you will see that I'm pretty much drawing a mustache on Barack Obama. Dead center. When I clicked through for "analysis," this is what I found:


Now, I consider myself to be extremely socially liberal (I guess that makes me progressive) and reasonably fiscally conservative. I believe in common sense foreign policy (let's say a sense for America's potential benevolence, but not a sense of entitlement). And beyond that, I don't like to speak in generalizations (I don't like speaking in generalizations at all when it comes to issues, but sometimes you just gotta cave to peer pressure). I was surprised to learn that I was only 2% more fiscally conservative than Obama and 1% more liberal. We have substantive agreement on 79% of stuff.

I don't really care for John Edwards' screed against "corporatism" (I think any D will be better than what we've had and the markets can definitely do very good stuff). Hillary don't really agree on national security stuff, I think mainly because she buys into the GWB catchphrase foreign policy. I think it's ok not to admit you made a mistake by voting for the Iraq war, but I don't think it's ok not to think you made a mistake by voting for the Iraq war. Additionally, there was no excuse for the "yes" vote on Kyl-Lieberman...mainly because you should never vote yes on anything authored by Joseph "Holier-than-thou" Lieberman.

Thanks to the voters of New Hampshire, my vote on February 5th, will mean something more than casting my votes for a media crowned winner (MA has the 10th most delegates to the convention, so it's like the one time we matter...even if it's still not as much as New York or California). I am still undecided. But little things like this continue to swing me in one, specific candidate's direction.

Morning Commute: Umbrellas

Typically, at this time of year, in Boston, you don't need an umbrella. Usually in mid-January, if there is precipitation, it comes in the form of big white flakes. When its snowing out, you just need a warm hat, a thick jacket and some decent boots.  This is not a typical January...your father's January (or Oldsmobile, if you will).

Three days ago, it was 50 degrees and sunny. Its been mid-40's all week. I can't remember the last time ithe wind was brutal enough for me to complain about how brutal the wind was. Strange times in Beantown. So, having noticed the recent trend in temperatures, one might have purchased an umbrella, anticipating that, though the weather had been warm, it wouldn't always be dry.

I am not one of those ones. I have no umbrella. This morning, the raindrops are the size of snowflakes and I'm running to the bus in my "raincoat," sneakers and jeans. Now I am sitting on the bus in my "raincoat," sneakers and a denim colored, full length, soaking wet bathing suit.

I need an umbrella.

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Kerry Endorses Obama

Okay, so the 2004 standard bearer gives a boost to a 2008 front runner. Hmmm. In 2004, the 2000 standard bearer (Gore) endorsed the 2004 front runner (Dean), and it was downhill for Howard from there.

Thursday, January 10, 2008

Earbuds

I have a pair of Shure E4C earbuds (earphones for those who aren't familiar with the term...the kind you stick inside your ears). I love them. They are absolutely fantastic. When I first got them, I was a little uneasy about spending $300+ for a pair of headphones, but friends assur...promised me I'd be pleased.

I listen to my iPod nearly everywhere I go. As I've previously blogged, I am fortunate to have friends who have outstanding taste in music and who are willing to tell me what I need to hear (with regard to music, not with regard to tough life decisions...I avoid those at all costs). I definitely wanted a product with outstanding sound quality, noise cancellation and that would stay firmly in my ears (all traits the free iPod earbuds lack). I used to wear them on the subway platform and I couldn't hear anything. It was great...except when I was reading and missed my train, but I'm an idiot.

The reason I bring these fantastic dispensers of sound is that they are horrendous for exercising purposes. When I bought my new MBP (MacBook Pro for the uninitiated), I got a nano for free, perfect for going on runs, erging and general musical device shaking (and I'm willing to be it blends). When I tried to use my nice earbuds, they got sweaty and gross and wouldn't stay in my ears. Eventually, one of them actually shorted out and I had to send them away to be replaced (caught the warranty window by 3 days). Unsure of what to do, I went back to using crappy Apple iPod earbuds, but as I mentioned, they are crappy.

Thanks to the Grummings, though, I've found the solution. A $9 pair of old school, original style, sony walkman earbuds with the cheap piece of aluminum that serves as a strap over your head. It's perfect. They were designed for sport, so they handle the sweat. The head strap keeps them firmly in my ears. They are smaller than real stereo headphones so they don't make my head too hot. And they were $9. I don't like to use exclamation points (something which I could go on for hours about...the over use of exclamation points...and all caps for that matter), but $9 for headphones! I can't even comprehend how that's possible.

Thank you Sony. Thank you FYE music. Thank you Asian child who worked 18 hours a day for 15 cents an hour assembling my earphones. Without you, I couldn't have paid so little and received so much. I thank you. My iPod thanks you. My ears thank you.

Wednesday, January 09, 2008

Was It the Ballot that Killed Obama?

From the Washington Post, by way of The Plank:

From the WaPost:

The New Hampshire ballot rules may also have played a role. In previous contests, the state rotated candidate names from precinct to precinct, but this year the names were consistently in alphabetical order, with Clinton near the top and Obama lower down. Stanford professor Jon A. Krosnick, a survey specialist, has estimated the impact of appearing high on the New Hampshire ballot at three percentage points or greater.

I have no reason--other than patriotism(!)--to think this isn't true! Or to put it another way, if this is true, what does it say about at least three percent of our country's voters?

--Isaac Chotiner

I don’t know. Biden was still on the ballot, listed above Clinton, and he only registered 616 votes (.002%). If people were smart enough to skip over him, why wouldn’t they be smart enough to skip down to Edwards or Obama if that’s whom they really supported. I’m no Stanford professor, but I think this phenomenon really applies to those election categories where people feel they need to vote for each office even if they don’t know much about who’s running – not a Presidential primary where that is the only reason you’re going to the polls.

Master of Spittle

Seriously, how does this guy have a job "commenting on" or "analyzing" this presidential race (or anything in general)?

Moron, er, More On the Press

It was much remarked upon last night and this morning how Hillary's campaign framed the scene for her speech last night, with many young people behind her and no Bill (except for a perfunctory hug before she spoke), Madeleine Albright, Wes Clark, etc. - an effort (if you're a cynic) to match Obama's picture of enthusiasm or (if not so much) to demonstrate her breadth of support. Yet, turn to the front page of the New York Times this morning or the two Clinton pictures on the front page of its on-line edition and there's Bill and Chelsea and a bunch of guys in ties. Now, media organs are in no way obligated to buy into a campaign's spin - and I think they are duty bound to resist it – but given the extent to which they do just regurgitate it as a matter of course, the Times' photo selection strikes me as an editorial rather than a news judgment.

On this blog , grill has said:

While I am an undecided, the over-the-top response from the press over the last few days made me consider supporting Hillary just to tell them to eph off, they don't know what we want for our party.
I find I am reacting the same way.  I could vote just as easily for Obama as for Clinton, but everything I write lately seems to have a pro-Clinton bent because the coverage seems so slanted.

Independents and Undecideds

mgp wrote:

Frank Foer of TNR has a theory that the caucus format worked against Hillary Clinton in Iowa because a voter has to openly declare his/her support:

If you're a Hillary Clinton supporter, it must not be easy to admit in public. You risk the ire of the omnipresent Clinton haters; you look like an establishmentarian square. And it must be even harder to admit in a social forum like the Iowa Caucuses. But in the privacy of the voting booth, it's a lot easier to say that you're bucking the Obama swoon and prefer HRC.

Not to cast aspersions on the good people of New Hampshire, but isn't it also possible that in the privacy of the voting booth it is easier to vote against a candidate because of the color of his skin? I personally think the Clinton victory is attributable to the number of independents who opted to vote for McCain rather than Obama, and I hate to think that Obama's race (or Romney's religion or Clinton's sex) would foster opposition to his candidacy, but this is a factor that still bears watching.

I would agree with the McCain statement. If you are an independent voter and leaning towards Obama, doesn't an 8% to 13% poll lead heading into the primary give you confidence that you can vote for McCain and still have Obama win? I saw some interesting stats that the polls correctly predicted Obama's vote total, but understated HRC's total. Considering the press didn't really talk about the 17% of undecided voters, is the "upset" as big as it really seems? It was definitely a most impressive close by HRC, but if the press were a little lighter on the hyperbole and a little sharper on the analysis, would we be this surprised?

Secret Ballot Versus Caucus:Two Theories

Frank Foer of TNR has a theory that the caucus format worked against Hillary Clinton in Iowa because a voter has to openly declare his/her support:

If you’re a Hillary Clinton supporter, it must not be easy to admit in public. You risk the ire of the omnipresent Clinton haters; you look like an establishmentarian square. And it must be even harder to admit in a social forum like the Iowa Caucuses. But in the privacy of the voting booth, it’s a lot easier to say that you’re bucking the Obama swoon and prefer HRC.

Not to cast aspersions on the good people of New Hampshire, but isn’t it also possible that in the privacy of the voting booth it is easier to vote against a candidate because of the color of his skin? I personally think the Clinton victory is attributable to the number of independents who opted to vote for McCain rather than Obama, and I hate to think that Obama’s race (or Romney’s religion or Clinton’s sex) would foster opposition to his candidacy, but this is a factor that still bears watching.

Morning Commute: Clinton Victory

I think some pundits are overlooking their own role and a simple attitude that played into Hillary's victory tonight. While I am an undecided, the over-the-top response from the press over the last few days made me consider supporting Hillary just to tell them to eph off, they don't know what we want for our party. In the span of three days, Hillary went from "aggressive" and "angry" at the debate, to "tearing up" or "on the verge of tears" in that setting to lining up like a lamb at the slaughter. I thought the spittle that Chris Matthews was spraying with excitement over the "end of the Clintons" was going to come through my TV set and hit me in the face.

Some people over at TPM have been talking about this, but I think that as much as conservatives have complained about liberal media over the last (I don't know how many) years, Democratic voters have come to really resent the beltway crowd that supposedly represents "liberal media." In this crew goes Tim Russert, Chris Matthews, Howard Kurtz, Wolf Blitzer, sheesh, name pretty much any one of them. Even on NPR tonight, someone said, "well polling is never THIS wrong. Clinton was supposed to be finished." People do a lot of strange things with their vote. Why wouldn't some of them vote for Hillary as a way to tell Chris Matthews and the rest of them to shut up already?

Hey, even Tom Brokaw told him as much tonight.

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Tuesday, January 08, 2008

New Hampshire

Just curious if Clinton or Obama will end up with more votes than McCain and Romney combined. Also, hoping that Paul finished ahead of Giuliani (not because I like Paul, but because I think Giuliani has the biggest potential for disaster for our country).

Definite potential for both of these things as the college/younger/close to Vermont precincts report. Fun!

Now can the other 200mm of us has some influence? Thanks.

Adult Sports Leagues

When I was younger, I never could have predicted how many opportunities I would have as an adult to play organized sports. Currently, its only indoor soccer during the week. This is the "winter" season for our indoor league. It follow the fall season and the summer outdoor season. These leagues are all organized by the Fun Sports and Social Group: Boston (FSSG). They have a ton of soccer and softball leagues of various skill levels, days/nights of the week, etc all throughout the year. The organization is most impressive. I have friends who also play softball, baseball, flag football and hockey.

Back when I was living in New York, I managed to play soccer through Urban Professionals League, Chelsea Piers Indoor League (one premiere team, one intermediate team) and a league organized by my then employer (a certain Swiss bank) which included both indoor and outdoor seasons. Same as Boston, I have friends who played basketball, softball, kickball (regional champs) and hockey.

Even when I lived in LA, I had a weekly basketball game (all pickup featuring some mix of a group of 30 guys), a work sponsored softball league and an organized basketball league. At one point, I was playing in 3 regular, weekly basketball games (again, I use "games" to represent rotating pickup with a large, regular group of guys).

Why do I bring this up (other than the fact that my 11pm indoor game is on my mind)?  Hmmm, not actually 100% sure. I guess I just was curious if every city had the same opportunities, if people were participating and if they were enjoying it. I'm convinced the rise of these young adult leagues has led to a reduction in crime, a rise in employment and productivity, the (until recent) rise of the stock markets, the emergence of Ron Paul, Jamie Lyn's pregnancy and a reduction in the rate of certain heart related diseases among young people. Someone should do a study.

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Morning Commute: Economist

So dense, so dry, so delightfully full of world news.

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Monday, January 07, 2008

Hillary Addendum

Just as a quick follow-up to mgp's post earlier on the Hillary ruckus going around, I think that no one has been more harshly treated by the press. First she's "emotionless" and "frigid," then she is "soft" and "on the verge of tears." Let's give it a rest.

Everyone knows the press hates, HATES Hillary, and has been sitting around, frothy mouthed at the prospect of her going down from the moment she announced her candidacy (maybe as much as pure rightwing pundits). Personally, I think Clinton is sharp, focused, a pretty deft politician and would make a fine president. I'm still an undecided, but the events of today only serve to harden any potential support I might have for her.

Additionally, I thought her response to the whole affair was actually quite good. She's a passionate person, she's totally invested in this campaign. Who can fault her for that:

She's Already Making Me Want to Eat My Words

Standing Up For Hillary

Look, my favs were Dodd and Biden, so I’m searching. While I prefer Clinton to Obama, it isn’t by a wide margin (unlike Edwards, who ranks not only behind Richardson in my book but even Kucinich and McCain). Why, even at this late date, though, is she still getting uneven treatment on her demeanor? Saturday night, she aggressively defended herself (sorry, can’t find the video) and she’s being made out to be a bitch or having a Dean-like meltdown (Link). Today, she has a human moment (Link) and Edwards piles on (Link). In both cases, if one hasn’t seen the video, the inclination is to accept the press characterization, which I think is exaggerated and unfair. If Obama wins, fine; I just pray Edwards comes in third in NH.


Update by grill: Here is the aforementioned video of Hillary defending herself:

Thank Ephing God

This just arrived in my inbox. No more of that crappy Comcast interface. It's so worthless. Of course, Comcast is so on top of their shit that it will only take them TWO WEEKS to do a software update to my existing DVR. But I'll tell you what, it'll all be worth it. They better have gotten rid of that crappy ad bar at the bottom.

Morning Commute: Standing in the Aisle

Why, when people get on the bus, do they stand in the middle of the aisle?  Its clear that there is a ton of space on the back of the bus and at busy times, people are pouring onto the bus. Why do you have to make me shove past you with my bag whacking everyone so you can stand in the aisle at the very front. Hey, if the bus is packed, I get it, there's nowhere to go. But when the entire back of the bus is empty, can't you just move back (or at least not give me a look of death when I shove by you)?

See, I don't have a choice where I can enter, it has to be at the front, so the bus can collect my payment (using the aforementioned Charlie Card). But there are three exit doors. You can exit through any of them, including the one in the back. So please, just move towards the back of the bus, where its empty. I will follow you so the person behind me doesn't have to shove through both of us to let the person behind him get on the bus at all.

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Sunday, January 06, 2008

BlackBerry Breathalizer

I've seen the joke cell phone/computer breathalizers before, but I could really use a BlackBerry version. Since I use my BB as my cellphone, its a triple threat: drunk dial, drunk text and drunk email. The extra bonus on that last one is that if I'm dumb enough to send out a drunked email (which we all know I am)n it comes from my corporate work address. Yes, I'm a complete professional.

But seriously, why do I do this?  Yes, I know alcohol is involved, but I don't think that is the sole source of the problem. I mean, I text people things that I should be slapped for (not lurid, just so that someone can slap the awkwardness out of me). I call people and leave rambling messages that I shouldn't call. Last night, I called my friend up to complain that my night was unsuccessful and when he told me he wanted to go back to bed (call placed at 2:28am), I started yelling at him. Who does this?  Haven't we invented the technology to keep this from happening?

I know I'm responsible for my own actions and if I weren't an idiot deep down, even when sober, that this would never happen. Can someone make this happen, please?  I promise they will make lots of money on it. I know at least 6 dudes who would camp out overnight for it, like a Wii or an iPhone.

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Saturday, January 05, 2008

Weekend Protocol

What are the "rules" when it comes to Saturday and Sunday afternoons?  Is there a certain code or something I have to follow with regard to moving/activities?  My preference is really to sit around and do nothinh; to relax.

When I was a kid, I was made to do stuff on the weekends. And I'm not talking about the standard, "grill, its nice outside. You should go outside and play" shtick. I like doing outdoor activities. I'm outdoors-ish. When I lived in LA, I used to get up early every Saturday morning to drive 20 minutes across the city to play basketball with 20 other semi-coordinated dudes. I miss that I can't do that anymore. I'm talking about on crappy or even semi-crappy days.  Why do I need to do anything?  Can't I just be...lazy?

Right now, I'm single, I don't have kids...when I don't have work on the weekends, shouldn't I be allowed to be some kind of blob (gelatinous or any other kind)?  Once I have gf/wife/kids, it won't be my choice or my time anymore. I probably won't even want it to be or think this way (most of the time, at least). But for now, can't I spend the day semi-comatose, watching crappy 80's movies on TNT/USA/Bravo/HBO?  At least, can't I do so without people trying to make me feel guilty?

I'm at the point where I usually have work to do on Sundays anyway, so I spend most of that day at the local coffeeshop/bakery reading...particularly with football coming to an end. So that pretty much leaves me Saturday. And since Friday is usually the only night of the week I go out with any viguor, half of Saturday is already lost to sleep.

I guess I just want someone to tell me that relaxing is ok or that being a vegetable on the couch is ok or that sleeping through an entire weekend afternoon is ok. Ok?

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Friday, January 04, 2008

A Bunch of Degrees of Awesome Music Separation

I've recently become obsessed with my iPod (though it is a Gen3 and probably getting close to death). I'm fortunate enough to have friends who constantly keep me up to date with amazing new music. After hitting ACL in the fall, I made it my goal for the rest of 2007 and all of 2008, until I return to Austin, to see as many concerts as possible. Thanks to the use of my trusty volvo, I've been able to get to shows in Providence, NYC and Boston:

Blonde Redhead
LCD Soundsystem
The National
Talk Demonic
Arcade Fire
Band of Horses
Cold War Kids
Mute Math
Spoon
I also had tickets to New Pornographers, but had to sell them last minute. Brutal. Fortunately for me, ACL the TV show has been rocking all winter with Arcade Fire, Wilco, Ghostland Observatory, Bloc Party, Patsy Kline, Paolo Nutini and others. Not the same, but it helps. All the music got me thinking, I wonder if all of these awesome musicians, aside from just being flat out awesome (awesome of course being a trait of their awesomeness) were connected. Had they ever played together? Had the written songs together? Been on the same compilation? You get the drift.

So, I did a little work to see if I could connect the redheaded ladies of the New Pornographers (Neko Case) and Rilo Kiley (the gorgeous Jenny Lewis). I think I was able to do it with only one stretch (two bands on the same compilation album) and found some sweet videos in the process. So here we go with "X Degrees of Win Butler" (I chose Win Butler because he is a) the lead singer of one of the hottest bands around (Arcade Fire) b) because he appears sort of in the middle of the game and c) because Win Butler is just weird and random enough to show up on stage somewhere and fill the void left by Kevin Bacon's wonderously mulleted shoes):

First up, the Canadian group, The New Pornographers. Their newest album, Challangers might be their best. I had tickets to seem them here in Boston, but got stuck at work and had to sell my tickets last minute. I hear the show was fantastic (every member of the band was there) and caught the previous night's show via "All Songs Considered" podcast. Gotta love NPR. Below is the title track from "Challengers":


As mentioned, the lovely redheaded lead singer is Neko Case. Ms. Case has had a pretty prolific solo career (as have all of the members of NP). Below is the song "Favorite":


This track, is from her 2001 album, "Canadian Amp," which featured a number of different musicians. Among them, on violin, was Andrew Bird. Andrew Bird is an immensely talented violin player and whistler. I've tried to see him live a number of times and finally succeeded at ACL. His performance was amazing. I'm not quite sure what the spinning things on the back of the stage are (or were doing), but his sound is unique and his whistling is piercing. Below is a live performance of "Plasticities":


While his sound makes me think of a Tim Burton movie (almost "Eerie Classical" for lack of a better classification), that doesn't mean that he can't rock out or appreciate real rock music. After staking out a great spot for nearly an hour for My Morning Jacket at ACL (and being immensely pleased with the opening part of the set), I was blown away when Andrew Bird moseyed on stage in shorts, a Hawaiian shirt and a lei to play accompaniment for a few songs. Fortunately, someone captured it. "Gideon":


There seem to be very few "rock" bands out there...or at least very few rock bands that avoid being classified by me as "cheesedick" rock. MMJ is certainly one of them. I was first introduced to them about three years ago. First time I heard it, I felt like I was in 1960 something and hearing something totally fresh, free and rocking. I had tickets to see them in NYC in fall of '05, but got sent to SF for work. Fortunately, a year later, I saw them at the Whatever-They-Are-Calling-the-Shawmut-Fleet-Center now. They were opening for Pearl Jam. They came on stage for a song or two. This is what it was like. The Who's "A Quick One While He's Away":


Eddie Vedder and the Boss perform "Darkness On The Edge Of Town," what can I say:


Springsteen has been showing up on stage with a lot of contemporary rock musicians in the last few years (some would argue that he IS a contemporary rock musician, but nothing beats "Greetings From Asbury Park," the guy has been around forever). I guess I first noticed it with the concerts for John Kerry in 2004. But like David Bowie, the Boss has become a big fan of indie rock sensations, The Arcade Fire. Bruce and Win Butler (lead singer of AF) were featured in a cover story for Spin Magazine in November. That mag hit the stands shortly after Win and his wife Regine (lead singer and about 18 instruments for AF) appeared on stage with Springsteen to perform AF's "Keep the Car Running":


Arcade Fire, if you aren't familiar with the, are flat out awesome. They exploded on the scene almost three years ago out of Montreal and have been playing sold out shows all over the world ever since. I saw them perform at Coachella in 2005, with zero expectations. I'd never seen a band with that much energy (or that many members). The crowd fed off of it and they, in turn, got more pumped up by the crowd. I've seen them four times since (I think they've added roughly a new band member each time). As big as they became, as quickly as they did, they still play these tiny, quirky shows that are impossible to get tickets for, but are absolutely amazing. Here they are in the basement of the Ukranian Center in Montreal playing a surprise second encore of "The Well and the Lighthouse":


Here is the only stretch of my little experiment. The truth is, I could have stuck with live performances or collaborations and gotten here in a few more steps, but I think co-appearance on compilation is ok in one instance...particularly when the compilation is for something awesome. In this case, it is for "Six Feet Under, Volume 2: Everything Ends." SFU was a revolutionary show that posed the hard questions about life, death, family, blah, blah, blah (I don't mean that yadda, yadda out of disrespect for the show, but merely don't have the literary chops to analyze it). Only fitting that two darlings of indie rock, Arcade Fire and Death Cab for Cutie end up with back-to-back tracks on the disc. Here is Death Cab performing "Transatlanticism":


Ben Gibbard, lead singer of DCFC, is has a knack for catchy music and an incomparable lyricist. His side project, The Postal Service, only produced one album, but songs from it show up all over the radio, tv and film. The most well known, "Such Great Heights" features some of Gibbard's best:
I am thinking it's a sign that the freckles
In our eyes are mirror images and when
We kiss they're perfectly aligned
And I have to speculate that God himself
Did make us into corresponding shapes like
Puzzle pieces from the clay
As a side project, Postal Service featured musicians from outside of DCFC. One of them was Jenny Lewis, who performs all of the female vocals on the PS's album, "Give Up." She made a couple of surprise appearances on stage with Gibbard while he was doing a solo tour. Here's one such appearance in Seattle for a performance of "Nothing Better":


The sweet, lovely and talented Ms. Lewis began her career as an actress. When I first saw her perform with her band, Rilo Kiley, at Coachella in 2005, I knew I recognized her instantly. Yes, nerds and sportsfans, Jenny Lewis did costar with Fred Savage in the 1989 film classic "The Wizard" about a couple of kids who cross the country to compete in a Nintendo Tournament. Yes I saw it. Yes I loved it. And yes, that's Tobey Maguire as one of the thugs at the video game competition.

Ms. Lewis spends the bulk of her time as the front lady for Rilo Kiley, a band she put together with some of her friends in LA. Their first album "Portions for Foxes" was an indie hit and landed them on a major label. Very recently, they released "Under the Blacklight," from which this is the first single, "Silver Lining":


And with that, we complete the trek from one talented red headed musician to another (and we complete the killing of a few hours of my life). I guess I'm putting this out there because I've been lucky enough to have some friends really educate me on some good music (thanks ep, chim, alexa mayo, lpj, mands and blizzle), so I'm attempting something similar (and dorkier) for anyone looking.

G.O.R.P.

I've been eating a lot of GORP (that's "Good Old Raisins and Peanuts" for the uninitiated) lately. We have a small pantry in our offices and I've found myself wandering into it at various times during the day to mix myself up a serving. Well, to be fair, I shouldn't call it GORP, since it is not GORP in the traditional sense. My standard mixture includes M&M's (my candy arch-nemesis).

I imagine that when people speak of GORP in today's Whole Foods world, they call it trail mix. I believe you can get it in small plastic containers at your local grocer/health food store/wholesale club. But when I think of trail mix, I think of a multitude of ingredients: various nuts (most definitely peanuts and cashews), dried fruits (often cranberries and that unidentifiable yellow sugary thing), seeds, cereal (chex or cracklin' oat bran) and raisins (yes, I know raisins are in fact dried fruits, but they are separate). For me, this "trail mix" seems more like something I'd feed my horse while we walked on the trail than something I'd eat myself. But when I think of GORP, I think of a tasty snack.

Maybe its the M&M's. I'm not sure when they made the cut to become a standard GORP ingredient, but when I tell people I'm snacking on GORP, they more often than not assume I've included M&M's. I'm not sure, harkening back to when I was a little'n and went hiking in NH, if I've ever had GORP sans M&M. It makes me wonder, at this point, doesn't the M&M deserve to break into the acronym? It IS the most enjoyable ingredient.

I've tried thinking of other acronymic foods with late ingredient introductions (my ears are open if you know any), but have had no luck. As I have been known to make up words occassionally (read: often), I feel like I can personally rectify this situation and right this wrong. So, for me at least, as of today, GORP will no longer be known as GORP. From now on, its MMGORP (pronounced "mmmmm-GORP"). It captures everything:

1) It has two M's to get the M&M into acronymic equilibrium.
2) It puts the representation for the M&M's first, which is where they belong in terms of flavor contribution. M&M's are so ephing good, they go before "Good Old."
3) The pronounciation of the new acronym perfectly captures how I feel about this treat. Mmmmmmm. Yup, that's it.

There you have it. MMGORP...mmmmmmm. Don't you just want some?


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The Guy IS Cool

Obama jabs Hillary:

Referring to his new status as the Democratic front-runner, he said: "This feels good. It's just like I imagined it when I was talking to my Kindergarten teacher."

Morning Commute: Charlie Card

I appreciate that Boston has put in a great deal of effort to try and improve rider access/comfort/enjoyment on all forms of inner city transport. Despite the fact that the MBTA is a big money loser, they have purchased some new trains, upgraded stations and introduced and RFID/swipe card payment service to replace tokens. It is this last "improvement", the Charlie Card, I have a problem with.

I ride the bus to and from work everyday. On the Silver bus line, all but one stop (one which I never pass) are outdoors. None of these outdoor stops have Charlie Card recharging stations. So for bus riders who want the convenience of tap-and-go, refillable commuter passes, they have to go to some other station, out of their way, to buy a monthly pass. I thought that maybe the MBTA website would have a solution. They did, but it was worse.

I ordered my Charlie Card online, it came nearly one month later for the following month. Great, I have it. At the end of that month, I return to the website, assuming all the personal information I gave them the previous month would allow me to purchase a refill. Nope. I could order another Charlie Card (about as thick as a credit card) which would only let me buy the following month's pass. So, if on January 29th I went to the site to refill, I could only order a NEW March pass. Spectacular.

Why create a system of convenience, only to make it inconvenient to use? Only in Boston.
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Iowa

I still don't understand why voters in any states that get to vote between now and February 5th ("Super Duper Tuesday" as I like to call it), would let anything that any idiot on TV says about their potential candidate change their vote. Actually, the people on the TV shouldn't have any influence. Pundits are just opinionated people who have managed to find their way onto the TV because they moved up some ladder from some previous job or moved sideways from some political job. They are the equivalent of TV lobbyists. They carry an air of impartiality, but nearly everyone of them would sell their own child to fluff John McCain. I mean, the guy finished fourth, behind Fred Thompson and barely ahead of Ron Paul, and Mike Allen of Politico is on TV talking about how McCain is the story...other than Obama, of course. I do think that McCain is genius for plying reporters with alcohol back in 2000. I mean, get some reporters drunk on your straight talk train and they will completely overlook when you sell out your core principles four years later to get someone who slimed you in the worst way elected president and will continue to overlook your overt conservatism to declare you "genuine," "straight-talking" and "moderate."

It's the same with Clinton's third place finish. Yes, it's a disappointment, but did I really need to hear Gloria Borger tell me that Hillary was cold and Barack was excited? Couldn't I just watch and make a judgement for myself? Hillary Clinton has raised a lot of cash and isn't going anywhere. Carl Bernstein told me 70% of D's in Iowa voted against her...gasp! By that genius logic, 62% of D's in Iowa voted against the winner! Wow, people are split on who they think should be president. Five days from now, Hillary Clinton could finish first in NH, John Edwards and Obama a close second and third. This is not my prediction, I'm just throwing out a scenario. What does that mean? It means people are still split on who they think should be president. And while the press will be in a frenzy, you know what that means at the end of the day? Nothing, because it's two small states that are in the bottom quartile of delegates to the D's national convention and are unlikely to swing the national election. So when these guys go crazy because Obama got 16,000 more votes than Hillary in IA (which translates to all of a two delegate spread), people should just tune it out, watch what the candidates have to say and then turn off the TV.
But not me, I like going all Mystery Science Theater 3000 on the pundits. I can't quite capture the sound of Chris Matthews spitting all over everyone though.

Thursday, January 03, 2008

Nothing ever works

Just an observation.


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Wednesday, June 06, 2007

Everything is a Struggle

Tomorrow is the day I die. Or, tomorrow is the day that I die. It sounds pretty trite. In fact, I have no idea. It seems like an unnecessarily morbid thought to be having. I sip my beer. It's kind of warm, but I guess that happens when it sits on the ground in between your feet. Budweiser. Not that it would have been good cold. It just would have been beer. Seven dollar beer. I hear the irregular roar of the jet engine as my plane goes hurtling towards the ground. I'm not on a plane. That's the cheer of the crowd. Fenway park is amazing. And loud. I'm not sure why I think my plane is going to crash. I guess I can't even really say my plane, since I'm sitting in a metal chair attached firmly to cement. I'm not sure why I think that a plane I will eventually get on will crash. I didn't used to have a fear of flying. It's not even a rational fear. I know my plane, excuse me, a plane that I might fly on, will not crash. Or, at least, is unlikely to crash.

I think the fear came from all of those red eyes I took to New York. It wasn't the flights themselves, but the sleep aides I took on them. The Xanex. It's hard to feel rested after a four hour and forty minute flight. The flight goes through the night, but not quite. That's annoying. Rhyming can be very annoying. To try and sleep for that four hours and forty five minutes, I would take half of a Xanex. Yes, it's an anti-anxiety drug. No I didn't have an anxiety. Yes, I now think that taking the anti-anxiety drug at a time when I had no anxiety has now conditioned me to have anxiety in a situation which was once smooth sailing. I have lots of theories like that.

I'm a reasonably scientific person. I point out to people that I'm an engineer, even though I haven't been one for almost five years.

"Thanks for fixing my toilet."

"No worries, I'm an engineer."

"Thanks for holding the door for me."

"Engineer."

"Thanks for stabilizing this bridge."

"Of course, I'm an engineer."

Who would ever say something like that? "Of course..." Blech.

Taking the drugs did make me uneasy while flying. I'm sure of it. I haven't been able to conduct any trials since I moved back from LA. No more redeyes. No more Xanex. Still plenty of anxiety. Although, now it seems to have followed me off of the plane. I'm sitting in Fenway Park. I'm drinking a Budweiser. It's warm. I'm thinking about how tomorrow could be the last day of my life when my plane crashes down over the middle of the country. Jesus fucking Christ, I'm depressing myself for no reason. What's wrong with me? I'm not even getting on a plane for another week. I take another sip of my beer. Still warm. Now mostly backwash. Probably time for another round.

I ask if anyone wants another drink. My offer is superseded by another offer. I feel the urge to play the generosity grudge match. It's the best trait gone bad. I'm just trying to do something nice. I think:

Hmmm, this beer is cold and mostly backwash. I'm not going to down that last sip. It's kind of gnarly. Do I want another one? Hmmm, not having dinner. Unless maybe I get a pretzel and some chicken fingers. But that is going to feel fucking disgusting in my stomach. Ok, no chicken fingers. Another beer might make me tipsy. Tipsy? Ok, another beer might make me feel light headed. Maybe someone else wants one. Ok, if someone else wants one, than I want one. I'll offer. Yes, offer. If someone wants one, I'll offer to get more. Can't leave an empty cup. Ok, if someone wants one, then I'll finish the cup. Drink the swill. Ok, offer, drink, get. Go.


"Does anyone want a beer? I'm happy to go get it."

"Sounds good."

Drink swill. Gag on swill.

"Oh, I'll go get it."

And with that she steps over the row in front of us and is gone. Plan ruined. Aborted. I don't even have the chance to have the generosity grudge match. Not sure why we do it. Well, actually, I think it's because we are idiots. It's not about the money. We don't need to flash that we make money. We make money. We can afford stuff. We don't need stuff. We don't buy stuff. Ok, we buy stuff, but we don't buy STUFF. We play the grudge match at bars mainly. Or restaurants. Or sometimes sporting events. Typically, we play the grudge match over buying drinks. It's not about the price of the drinks. Or the total spent on the drinks. Or even the number of drinks. It's not even about the drinks. Though, it's pretty much always done around drinks.

Plugs. Or Plug Uglies. That's where it happens most often. That would be the homefield advantage for the grudge match. Except that it's everyone's homefield. So everyone's homefield advantage. That's where it started, at least. The grudge match. Grudge match sounds unfriendly. This is really friendly. Almost too friendly. But definitely friendly. We're in the back.

"Hey do you guys want beers?"

"Sure."

"Yeah, I'll have one."

"Me too. I have a tab."

"No, that's ok."

"Just put it on my tab."

"Ok, whatever."

Simple enough. Just put it on his tab. Or, maybe open my own tab. Put his tab on MY tab. Ha! And I hate using exclamation points, but this is a moment of true genius. I have one upped him. He offered to put everyone's drinks on his already open tab and I didn't even come close. I put everyone's drinks on my tab. I put HIS tab on my tab. Ha! Why? Oh, I have no fucking clue. Probably because we're idiots. At least, that's what his girlfriend will say. That's what my girlfriend would have said. She's not my girlfriend anymore. She'd still tell me I'm an idiot, in a loving way. She'd tell me in a loving way. I was an idiot in a loving way.

Late on, he will go to the bar and order more drinks. He will put them on his tab, thinking he has done something nice. He has pushed forward in the grudge match. Doing his buddies a solid. Buying them beers. He will fight me over who should pay for the beers.

"Dude, you always pay for beers."

"What are you talking about? You always pay for beers. I never pay."

"Dude."

A game for idiots. As the night goes on, the match continues. When dawn breaks and it's time to leave, we tussle again.

"Dude, you always pay for beers."

"What are you talking about? You always pay for beers. I never pay."

"Dude."

And when his back is turned, I ask for the tab. The bartenders know this match. They know our names. They are sweet. They cut my tab in half. They know we are idiots, even if we don't. Actually, we do. We are useful idiots. Playful idiots. Making things difficult for ourselves, but funny for others. Except maybe our girlfriends. Or our ex-girlfriends. Or their girlfriends and my ex-girlfriend. They cut my tab in half to help us out. And like an idiot, I tip them back the difference.

"Here you go."

Cold, fresh beer is so much better. Even if it is a Budweiser. I feel like it's awkward to offer to pay. But I should offer to pay. I offered initially. I should offer again. I'll sound like a nag. She did something nice. Just say thank you. Only thank you. Do not offer to pay.

"Thanks. Sure I can't pay for that?"

Nice. Didn't even make the effort to go get the beers, but I'll annoyingly offer to pay twice. Just shut up dude. Say thanks. Thank you. That is all. Nod. Sip beer. Feel refreshed. Not difficult.

"No worries."

"Thanks, again."

Still too much effort. Just thanks. Maybe next time. Unlikely.